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12 / 2 / 2012 @ 04:37

I don’t usually talk about my love life ‘cause well, I don’t really have one and that’s not necessarily something to be sad about ‘cause I really don’t mind being single right now, BUT today was just one of those “I wish I had someone to be with, to share laughs with, cheesy jokes and lines, to be wrapped in the arms of my knight and shining armor, to stare deeply into each others’ eyes and end up laughing due to our awkwardness, to have playful madness, arguments and make-ups, to have someone to talk with on the phone ‘til early in the morning, excluding my best friend (LOL), to have have those “you hang up, no you hang up” kind of moments even though they’re really corny, to just have someone to call my own, the one who gives me headaches, yet is the one person to fill this emptiness of mine to where I would finally feel complete, the one who makes me happy, my soul mate, other half and possibly the one I would fall in love with” type of days.

I blame watching “The Vow” for writing this blog, lol! It was a really good movie regardless of what people said about the ending. I flat out cried like a big baby with tears rolling down my cheeks and whatnot, but I didn’t care! I loved every bit of it because it was real, hence, being based on a true story and all! It touched my heart and is forevermore one of my favorite movies of all time <3

I apologize if I got a little too carried away. Like I said before, I never usually do this, haha. I hope you guys have a good night though! PEACE!

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6 / 6 / 2011 @ 05:30

I absolutely have no problem in being single and all, but I feel like I’ve forgotten how to flirt, I feel like I’m not quite certain when someone is actually flirting and most importantly I feel like I won’t know how to let someone in my life as more than friends.

I recently realized that it’s been a while since I’ve actually said the words “I like INSERT NAME HERE.” I’ve had some crushes here and there, but it’s a been a long time since I actually liked anyone as more than a friend.

Back then, it used to be so easy for me to say that I liked a certain someone because, to be honest, I believe it was more of a physical attraction rather than a sincere, “I like you because you have a great personality” type of attraction. Some of the guys I used to like, I didn’t even really know them -_- Talk about immaturity, right?

Then as the years went by, I soon had a better understanding on the type of guys I was into and that TRULY attracted me. It wasn’t just the physical appearance anymore, but personality wise. I realized that looks are just like sprinkles on a cake. After this realization, my likings in men diminished.

I wouldn’t say that I have high standards, but I think I can honestly say that I’m pretty picky, in a good way, when it comes to liking a guy nowadays. I guess a reason to why I haven’t liked anyone in ages is because I feel like I’ve been trying to find Mr. Right instead of trying to take a chance with someone who may not have everything on my checklist, but is pretty close, ya know? 

One HUGE reason - I’ve always wanted my first boyfriend to be my best friend and my last. You know, those Topanga and Cory, Lizzie and Gordo type of relationships? But it seems so surreal to me because all my guy friends, who are like my best friends are like brothers to me, so you see, it’s a bit difficult for that to happen to me anytime soon.

Another reason is my family. Idk how theyd react to it :\ I also have a lot going on in my life atm, therefore I feel no need to be messing around with my love life. I feel like if it’s being toyed with right now, I’d have more problems to deal with and trust me, I DO NOT need any unnecessary stress in my life.

Currently I am putting my love life in the hands of God. I have so much faith and trust in Him with my love life, which is one other reason why I never pay so much attention to it.

I’m not depressed nor am I desperate to be in a relationship right now. I’m living the single life and I’m pretty content with how things are atm :) And if by chance God hands me my first relationship, I’ll make sure to take a chance on him.

Dear Future Boyfriend.

     I don’t know who you are yet, but I’m pretty sure the wait will be well worth it. See you in the future <3